.Sunday, January 31, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

todae at work feel so xin ku..

todae boss nv come office so keep using facebook..

chat wif jie too!! waited tym to past n go home..

i took cab home cuz no energy walk to tk bus,

in the cab the drive lyk drunk he drive damn fast!

n anihw the force of turning is zzzzzzzzz..........

making me giddy feel wan vomit n pain!!

finally home n took a rest n haf lunch..

i went in HS5 play awhile end up gif my sis saw..

she came in n sae me ask me nort to play so i stop playin..

feel so angry! cnt go out cnt plae, hais my life is so bored!!!

he do on9 i told him abt hw i feel. im feelin sad,

i understand he dunch love me animore.

jus wish to tell him hw i feel onlii.. nth else,

but i sae smth veri 过分 to him.. i guess;

he wun care or even tok to me animore!!

without him 1 week 1day.

every night cn't slp n keep crying & think of u

lookin at e past msg tat u send me.

my brain are full of ur looks, smile & voice.

i oni wish tym could stop at the past whr we 1st met.

maybe our happy might b fake but 1 thinq is always the true,

i love u!

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.Saturday, January 30, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

i haf lost everythinq..

You, Freedom, Games, n smth else....

i'hv waited for his sms since ytd night,

i only wish to see his sms wif somee care words,

b4 i when into the operation room. but he didn't...

after operation whn im out. i look at my sms!

so many sms receives!! my gan jie sooo worried abt my health!

thanks baobei n ying jie! love ue 2 so much!

of cuz i receive his sms ard noon tym. find tat its too late to care me..

becuz everythinq haf ended n nth to scare animore,

i reply him abt 3 sms n he stop to sms me...

mayb im nort realli impt to him animore, but thx to him for the caring,

haisss~ im feelin so weak nw.....

i wun forget tish day cuz it realli quite impt to me...

feel wan to rest rest rest no work pls!!!!! but tmr haf to work hais!

1week without him.

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.Friday, January 29, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

recently realli no mood to blog,

but dunno whr to sae out my feeling...

tmr is the day for my operation.

although is a small operation but thrs risk too..

im afraid cuz i nv went in hospital b4.. cn't explain out hw i feel..

i oni wish he will b thr wif me whnever i nid him always...

6 days without him, i cn't forget him hais!

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.Thursday, January 28, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

t0day keep lookin at my hp n the tym.

hope hp will rings to see his sms..

hope tym past fast so i can meet my sis for dinner at night.

we went dinner at Jack's Place at Parkway Parade!

dunch realli haf the feeling to eat.. cuz sis haf $20 voucher ask me to come along.

if nort waste it.. her bf came too =) we order simi simi eye steak.

taste realli good!!!but i nv finish all.. cuz the food realli veri big portion!!

after eat feel wan vomit.. mayb is too full ba!

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.Tuesday, January 26, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

ytd tok on fone wif a fren veri lonq n quite late..

i took half day leave today..

i went to orchard clinic for body check up wif my sis..

doc sae haf to bak thr on 29/01 again..

after tat we went to haf lunch at pastamania.

hmmm thn i went to far east n bought a new shoe,

my slipper goin spoilt.. tish yr is quite a bad luck year for me!

ii realli hope everythinq will change.. 4days without him...

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.Saturday, January 23, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

Confusing n Unhappy Days..

i wun forget today.

today is my last day wif him..

i went to took neoprint wif him after work n i went home..

smth happen to us & i realli cnt tk it...

im totally sick tish few days &

after he gave me the final ans.

of cuz i do agree wif him. ii only wish he can face the problem tgt wif me.

but he alrdy decide so i got no choice... last night n tonight is my most sad de day!

cuz i noe every thing haf to change during 1 night...

isit forever i cn't see him animore??? actualli i do quite hate him!

but no choice i only noe he can b more happy without me disturbing him..

You're my only one.!

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.Thursday, January 21, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

todae went out wif jies n bibi for dinner again...

everyone lookin so weird.. include me!

bibi do eu care me?? i nid the ans Sure n Cfm!

cryin the whole night thinking of alot thinqs..

i noe he will leave me sumday..

i only wish tym could stop at the past ;

whr we r happy e most!

Living in my World ;

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.Wednesday, January 20, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

Today happen smth... its my ever 1st tym being so afraid..

i only wish bibi think properly b4 givin me an answer!

i cn't slp well! my brain keep think of ue!

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.Sunday, January 17, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

todayy Bigg Boss treat lunch...

we work till 11++ n Rio Drive us to Chinese Restuarant..

dunchh noe whrs the place is.. Quite stress n scare..

jie ask me rmb alot thinqs cuz big boss will ask alot ques..

when we went in to the restuarant my boss told the big boss,

heres the new girl Jesline... OMT!! my heart beat jump damn fast!

all went to seat left a seat for me which is beside the boss de.. kaoooo!

thn whn jie sae she wan go toilet, big boss ask me some ques.

whr i grad n hw come nv continue study as im so young still.

ask me hw do i feel in tish company n many more!

his Ang Mo sibei CHIM! i omost cnt catch his words!

n thn they tok abt bonus.. everyone of them haf except me..

cuz i juz join in the group, big boss sae mayb my boss will gif me ang bao??

hmmm well i guess wun cuz he so *NIAO* (selfish) because!!!

i n jie went for lunch tgt oso cnt.. we dabao up eat tgt oso got ppl sae us..

sae we keep toktoktok nv work!! humphh picek!

after eat i went orchard find bibi..

we qrl again.. feeling tat he will leave me again..

most scare is he will throw me alone....

we went cine he ate KFC n we walk awhile he jiu go off le...

i went home after tat.. dunno y feel so giddy n ii faint in the toilet..

nort faint my giddy till sit on the floor at the toilet...

feelin recently im so weakk hmmm yyyyy!

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.Thursday, January 14, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

todae end work went out wif jies n bibi to Cityhall!

we went to eat Just Asia~

but bibi eat finish jiu rush to his Jamming again..

he recently look so busy hais....

but beta thn nth cuz he pei me juz nw ma!! xP

thn after he go off we 3 keep toktok n tk photos..

todae feel abit giddy again.. hmmm nvm but i haf fun!

hahas! I love my Bibi n my Jies ^^

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.Monday, January 11, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

beautiful sunday!

quite miss my bibi although juz met him..

early morning i wake up to pack my stuff..

prepare to go mummy shop help up,

n noon went to Chinese Garden

the Swimming pool to play wif my 2 good friends.

at 1st say hao coming to parents stall to eat lunch n go de..

but ying xian nv come cuz she too tired wan to slp more..

so qi come mummi shop eat wif me thn we go to Eunos Mrt tgt

n meet Yingxian!! hahas!

we tok abt goin for movie after swimming at Jurong Point.

we wan to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks!!

so i oso ask bibi come along if he wan cuz he ask me,

if i can meet him for dinner... Yx got free ticket so she treat us watch!

hahas thx to her.. we sae hao at swimming complex thr tk photo,

in the end forget le!!!! so todae no photos!!!

so bored tmr work again... its tym to slp ^^

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.Saturday, January 9, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

Ytd went for interview n jie's company...

the boss so SHUANG~ ask me few question,

jiu sae hired me... im here to help abit of jie's work..

n a guy will teach me hw to design stuff by using photoshop!

Todae is my 1st day of work!

my DESK!! but is so messyy =.='' all ish the guy thinq..

n my pretty jie hahaas tokin on the fone wif customer ^^

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.Thursday, January 7, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

SUSHI DAY!!!
Todae so bored att home wif da jie..

but after tat we plan to go bugis shop...

askin er jie to join too!!!!!

hahas thn we decide to meet after her workk,

thn they said wanted to eat japanese food....

1st they thinkin of goin to bugis juction beside sakae sushi the restuarant..

we went thr tk a look... i dunchh lyk the food much n prefer sushi more hahaas!!

n they think sushi will beta too so we went in to eat awhile n went for shopping!!!!!!!!

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.Friday, January 1, 2010.

Tears are words the hard can't express!!

Happy New Year 2010 =)

i've close up my old blog n
start a new blog for a New Beginning... feelinq so weird!

i hope Everythinq will b fine n Happy always wif U ^^

missinqq my bibi...

Just Back frm church!!! sooo tiredddddddddddd...............

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